|Photograph by photographer Lauren Fried|
I find it very hard at night when everything seems still around me except the thoughts racing through my mind. Will I be able to find a job to support me and Olly? Will I be able to get a new car and maintain our current way of living? These questions along with millions of others have me worried about what kind of mother I am and ultimately how much strength I have left in this 5 foot 3 frame.
As for the blog...don't worry. I am not going anywhere. I feel like I need this outlet more than ever before. The creativity is slowly seeping its way back into my daily thoughts and I am ready to start documenting these current changes in my life as long as you guys are coming along with me. In fact, on Friday I have an update on the little man's room. There has been some curtain, lamp, and accessory action...OH MY! And I'm excited to be able to share something decorative with all of you (after a little hiatus).
Thank you for letting me take the time today to be so honest with you guys. I hope those of you who have followed the blog for a while, still feel the love that is tucked behind each picture and inside every post. Sometimes families change...sometimes we navigate ourselves through tough spots but it always feels better when you are surrounded my good people. May you guys continue to be blessed in the New Year. I know I am looking forward to new challenges, new memories, and a lot of happiness. I am trying to focus on what is bright all around me, savor each moment that seems natural and familiar, and enjoy lots of hugs from my little guy.
See you lovelies on Friday.